The Wand
I am buoyant in the wonder:
Can they not see the faces
Chiselled
In the low-lying constellations
Hovering over both of them
Like dizzy artists on ice?
I watch as the stars suck on
Green bottles, sip Vodka martinis
& fond over each other like
A thousand Hollywood muses
Crowded into a W. Hollywood
Apartment; as Orion as he
Draws another whaft f/ a
Half-smoked Havana & as
Delphinus winks across the sky
At Hydra, though she's looking
Passed the Dolphin & dreaming
Casually at the Lyre.
These are the towering spectators
& the calculus of their culture
Will mediate the events that caper
Before me; I want to know what's it all about…
Lepus laughs a tad &
Taurus said, "I'll raise my glass
To that…"
Not a moment left to doubt,
I looked to see if the race had
Fizzled out, but sure enough
In the pale arena there was
Treasure, still ahead, w/ the slight
Leaning to the left…
Suddenly a shock:
Before I could retract my words
The windows locked.
Trailing: 1-2-3-4 o' clock…
Lightning speed,
We were off, & like a cosmic
Astronaut, I was in worship of the
Breath of colours spiraling down
Into unknown masses, ready to be
Born.
I glanced behind me one more time:
Phoenix' wings are spread,
Horologium looks straight ahead:
The clock is turning 8-9-10-11-12-13...
Rocket Science
Suspense drowningThe tonsils of my sorcery;I question my ownMagic, when up in combatW/ yours.That chemistry could forbidThe un-folding ofWinter, much less herApprentice!Red clouds copulatingBetween the heavy commasOf our eyes as they driftInto opiate orbitsSurveying the indefiniteSilhouettes of what liesIn betweenWords unsaid & words,Traditional, unbothered,Painless.
Wrinkle
Symphonic jungle:
The dashing of the xylophone
As I curl my toes in oceanic shock.
I stretch
My memory in hopes
That I can retract that evening
On the mirror-like docks:
You handed me the full moon’s
Storm in a calescent bassinet:
One flower that would have me
Tripping thru waterfronts
Dating back to
Aphrodite’s first appointment
W/ a laden apple.
Your eyes trickled honeyed
Sapience & I glimpsed
The secret history of circles.
The forever winding of radial
Complexities immersed
In a liquid salutation
As you dove back into the sable
Blue & drowned upon
The rock-n-roll that the stars
Let rain & rain & rain…
Who are we in this serpentine
Voyage?
Fish-faces. Looking-glass-sages.
Sold-out-fortunes
Wading thru the carbon-copy
Visitations
On a boat-ride thru impulses:
Distilled chemical romances
Spiraling each other.
True Blue
How do I capture virtue
W/ a camera or an epic prayer?
It's floating in the air
Like a voltaic murmur, amphibious,
For it knows the sky
Is really a secret ocean laden w/
Chrystal wishes & aqueous
Amenities like that time you
Kissed me
& I tasted like aureate champagne.
That kiss was a flying fish,
A pneumatic messenger
Being born into a million
Microscopic spectrums that maybe
Looked light some immortal
Paradise: thru eyes of virtue.
Beautiful features are what
You want them to be.
As is, any vantage point
Of human nature; as our we;
No moment is ever wasted if
It's lived in love.
The Mermaid's Purse
So, what are you waiting for?There's the seriousness of our revolution.It's lies here... a somber willow treeDesiring the density of an oak:It wants to put down a bottle of gin& fall w/o the drugsInto an apocalytical chamber of belief.I'm losing it.I'm losing the metaphors &The chimerical touches of creaturesI invent thru musings upon abstractTalents; I could deliberate poetics orThat truth that is all fucking poetry.All poets are getting at something.Some of them try to reach epitomes ofComparison; some of them try for suchMetaphysical intangibility;Some of them paint fences to keepWhite horses safe; some of them likeWord games; and some of them just likeTo see/hear themselves speak.Poetry is the breeding of Science &Art & the their child is Honesty.But this time,I'm responsible for a mermaid's treasure& goddamn if I'm going to be"Feminine" of "Masculine" ---I'm who I am, kneeling before you inA puke of librettoFacing you the facts: take me to the limits.Take me & my heart to knowNo other place than the palace of starsYou painted long ago when you saidYou knew me. You loved me.What I hold here, in this purse, isEverything.
Curious Obsession
He prefers telephone wires.
He prefers to look at buckled staples
That have rusted over & under
Public information.
He chooses real-life but endears it
Fiction.
Classic elegance.
He prefers rocks.
Clear skies.
Trees & undoubtedly
Crumbling red bricks of antique
Architecture.
There are literary tears nearby
To replace the soreness
Of reconstruction.
He makes a note or two
On a tattered journal
That looks more like a tattoo
F/ Hebrew scripture: it's a style
That you wouldn't understand
Because it's liquid-fire w/ a sense of self.
Sense to bind itself together &
Even throw itself away.
Ah, the destruction of poetry.
He wonders to himself where that
Energy flies to.
His perception is a sacrifice
& as a spectator of him, I only know
Him as the strangest muse.
Overnight
My halo is bent.
& I continue w/ a fragmented posture.
I'm one-of-those
What-do-you-call-'em...
Angelic-harbingers-of-misapprehended-
Brilliance...
I take existence & turn it into
Consequence
& after all that... I whisper things like:
I am Aphrodite!
Hallways & Hallways
Photographs lend me no alternative;
I must confess,
I wear a million dresses
In the given space of a day.
There is no mistake, 999,900 wait
Captive of a dreamgirl's wake
Into a world that will never change,
Therefore make,
Any headline; they will stay a
Forever-rain-collage perpetrating
As honest art in some surreptitious
Palace;
I know this. I've been there. I've seen.
One Interpretation
You're the harlequin muse I wrote about last dream,The face that has changed w/ the spiraling of my evolution.& I do search, in movements that wave in tropical-likeHolidays, for the qualities that define brilliance.Not to ever possess, but to inhale fairy tales I haveNever come across: recognizing heaven is as perfect asThe indulgence of the moon's music, as is strumsSo gracefully across the strings of some honey'd sea.I like to gaze upon its symmetrical wings& assemble images that come to be synchronicitiesBetween myself & that of whom stands before me.I like to kiss unhuried bliss & name it namesThat only translate under the cool blisters of water.I jump in to the aqua-scapes of many men & womenSwimming in the cosmic wilderness of a fantastic fate.Here we are, lost spinning things, feeling our way thruThe colours of some absolutely infinite ocean &We cannot define & every secondSpend great lengths of human language trying to describe:Idealities & philosophies... what it means to be with you& the correlations of feeling truth as it seepsInto morning coffee revelations or in the monotone ofCigarette smoke: intuitions of people: opinions:My truth & equally yours: distinctions of love, like & hate.
Sometimes I Create
I'd like to live in it, w/ you Love:A sea-shell palace erected f/Bizarre Altantian topographies.Naked foliageOf our bodies as they breatheThe music of the ocean into coolPatterns on the planesOf a starlit vision: we becomeElements of eternal ecstasy...We become mandalas& I turn to you in a fishlike fashion& drum possibilities of circulation:Spirals.Spirals, now swelling...What's beyond the whirl of a galaxy?It's ours... illuminated,Un-dimensional.I wring brisk harmonies thatSummon sable doves into the corridorsOf a moment that may have beenOnly a flicker of a candle's memento,Had we consideredThe reality of truth or the truth of reality.
The failure of glass...
The failure of glassUpon the passing of fingertips.The sharp sound of its crashOnto manila linoleum.Drugged am I, every timeI make eye contact with you.& as we turn & disperse,I'm left in this scarlet dress.A screaming trumpet,Walking the tightrope in aPublicized parade.Aftermaths of Oriental bellsRendering the art of seduction,Ironic metaphor to mySedative gazeAs I brush the jaded grass w/My now competentFingertips & fadeInto the violet tonguesOf those sugarless clouds.A flute enters stageUncontrollably & dives in forThe theft of a metallic kiss.It's a Hollywood romance &I'm stuck somewhere betweenBelief & skepticismFor the length of an electricPause...An ageless famine.Aphrodite bleeds into frameW/waterfall arms & a cataractOf pain as I feel my heartBegin the weltsOf love's legendary fame!
December's diaphanous slaughter
January's delphinium daughterIn this gypsy garden w/ dazzlingPetal'd wings & an affinity for music.An original aerial moonflower:Resembling the haze of Aegean chrysoprase:See it thickening along that lovesick watchtower:The one w/ lavish, coral veinsThat hang like bleeding cranes, over theMajestic bank preserving Sappho's last hour.Here I spent thousands of days,Adrift in the mystique of a circadian swordplay:In this high bungalow, kissing stars& getting lost in the reflections in the reservoirAs it ripples & distorts the sirenian love-songsThat sing wordlessly behind my muffled breast.I worshipped the ambient soundOf waves crashing up against the weather-boundIsland: & the resonance that seemed to overpower.One wintry morning the leaves whispered low& for the first time I felt I wasn't a part of thisArt noveau painting; I had faded from it.I elected to fly down into the flooded cascade& trade my lotus wings to any mermaidWho might share the longing to exchange perspective.There was sugar in the summer draftLifting up my skirt against the rockshaftAs I climbed onto its rough bed, a shameless girl:Legs spread upon the rock, frantically panting.As the next surf swelled upon my body, I becameAs soaking wet as the sea, enchanting the playOf some water nymph or master of this realm.F/ my salty lips to my capricious toes, unconcernedWhat I exposed: the angle of me: directly begging.O behold the bedlam of the oceanic boys,The gods who make that moaning noise creep upInto my lungs: such a gift: audio-sex-transfusion...Drizzles of the rain teased dim& penetrating trusts of the sea slid in:Magic, no less, as I came to realizationAlong the mouth of a regal hue.I looked down at my shaking legs, only to findA tail instead: & a peculiar smile as I jumped intoThe future.
Ships
Charmed by the slow danceOn the shipHeaded to Key West.We're alive,Under the faerie lightsColor-coding my inspirationsSo that I may sing to youIn indigo-filtered proposalsOf burgeoning love.I can hear the dangling ofNirvana suspendedIn the starry sky as we driftAlong the arms of America,Musical tourists,Tripping on the mechanicsOf poetry...I whisper my lyrics, again,Into the deep excavationsOf summer& am asphyxiated byThe intensity of your tongueAs it echoes back to find me:Your burnished spiralPiercing the limp cornersOf my feverish heart.
Fable
You sneak out of aqua shells &I think I see you smile at me...I might have blinked.I might have dreamed...This isn't your mundane belly dance,This isn't about a snake charm;This is about falling, like raindrops,Into a whirlwind,Into the thunders of love.I am metaphor, always, pluckingMy harp or swaying my arms to theSongs of spinning sirens.Fortune resents the gales of this:How possession never has justification!& along that hue,Never speaks w/ a rift or vocation...I am metaphor!Even if I summoned you w/The coiling of my waist & hips,The slow relaxing of my fingertips,The conscious bowing of my bonesOnto these cool tilesWhere I sweat in handling justThe instrument of imagination,Would it still be a fable?
Telepathy
Is it the fault of a cloud,The way I utter words that are asleep?These candles are only kindledUnder clear skiesThat surface in momentsWhere even when I screamCrystal pyramids of deep-pink poetry,You're never close enough toSuffer the stain.
I want to smear this language;
Like a wet painting thrown out into
The rain...
Then what we'd have
Would be the clarity of genesis:
The easiness of character,
The reach of your lily white fingertips
To my jellybean smile.
I'd open the curtains,
& feature the irony:
Nonaligned, this melting eclipse.
I'd swim at you w/ kisses
Because
There'd be no need for a spelling bee.